Well folks, guess what?
I got in. 🙂
Don’t get me wrong. Whilst I’m thrilled, I’m also nervous about it, and am now wondering what I’ve gotten myself into, or whether I’ve presented myself as something I’m not.
But I don’t think so.
This company say time and time again that they only take on people who are comfortable in their own skin, and somehow, someway, I got away with it.
But let’s face it, I’ve had plenty of practice as I’ve been pretending to be someone or something I’m not all my life because I’ve never really known who I am or where I belong.
So they must think I’m a happy, balanced human being who loves myself for who and what I am. How the hell did that happen? If only they knew what a self loathing, paranoid little misfit I am!
Or maybe, just maybe I am comfortable in that forum and this is what I’m meant to be doing. I do know for a fact that I enjoyed the interview.
Excited, afraid and that most scary thing of all, hopeful.
I may not have to prove myself for some time, but once I sign on the dotted line, it’s on!
Thanks Big Guy.